improoooove

well.. .maybe being a student of college it's not a big deal for some people. But... it is for me. I mean it's not really a big deal, but if you've grown up, you go to the college for your next education and you follow the lecture and you pass the hard time -this is when you confronted with a killing tasks and you can't say no or later and you just can do it desperately until you can reach the finish before the deadline-. But there's somthing that change you and your mind along with it, and it is really happend to me.

Now I feel that I have a quicker response with problems and I feel that my mindset has change slowly, I mean I just feel that I can capture the lessons well -any subject- compared with when I was just in high school.

So this is happen since I was in college and this is formed since I use a lot of logic and tricks to arrange my college schedule, how do I make a schedule so as not to collide with another schedule and not disturb my academic activites, how do I can use time efficiently, how do I sort my priority and it just formed.

well I don't know the cause actually, but I think it is possible :)

it's been so long

so why I say "it's been so long?". well actually I'm kinda miss my high school crazy moments with my besties. recently I saw our pictures and photographs and it seems like I'm going back into that time. I like the way we spent our time together, I like the way we do crazy things, I like everything happend in high school and I really miss it so badly. why I feel like this while I can find something like that in college? nope. I can't find something like that in college. Everybody is busy and there's so much task to finish within the deadline that kills us. Well it doesn't mean that I can't spare my time to play, but if I do, it will run different. I just feel that I can't find people like them in college -well it doesn't mean that I don't have any besties here too- I mean; I have many friends here and some of them -we- often hang out and play together. But it is only in some people -like they who close to me. I don't feel it in whole people in my faculty. I just feel that we're not really stick together and there's something that divide us like our hetero background and our difference in our way of life, and this is really matters because it seems that we can't solve this problem -even after 6 months-. I just feel sad when I remember that in high school we can always stick together although we're all different. I think we're just did't find a way to stick together in difference here. Oh, I really miss you guys! :'(